ikhlas dr hati =)

everytime i g abroad, ada kwn2 akn kirim souvenir. so bila kwn2 lk yg g berjln2, i pn mntk souvenir gk (ye pengakuan, agk tidak malu utk remindkn agr kwn2 x lupa souvenir utk i, hehehe). sll, souvenir pujaan ati mereka adalah fridge magnet. souvenir pujaan ati i? errrmmmm... i xkesah... dh org nk bg, amik je. tp fridge magnet mmg menarik bila dh byk2 kt fridge. if i g anywhere dlm tanah tumpah darahku ni, i try dptkn fridge magnet utk diri sndiri. ni among yg jd hiasan tempelan kt fridge di rumah:-

sarawak

Penang

Vietnam

konsep yg sama, yakni "org nk bg, i amik je" diamalkn juga bila kwn2 bg i keychain. kdg2 bila ada librarians from other institution dtg cni, or i g attend program kt other library, pn dpt keychain gk. so koleksi keychain dh melimpah ruah, smpi dh xde key yg leh di"chain"kn bersama, hahahaha... antara i yg guna:-

ada gk dpt adiah menarik selain keychain & souvenir... brg yg i leh pakai:-

dh siap pakai

akan dipakai... insyaallah

daaaaaaaannnn juga....buku cerita. yeah!!!

hari ini mahu ucap terima kasih utk anda2 yg pernah bg brg2 di atas... sgt2 appreciate. trima kasih!!!

teaching? uh-uh...

i think i know myself well to admit that teaching/lecturing is not my dream job. ye, saya tahu... mengajar adalah pekerjaan mulia. tp i dont think that i'm d type yg ada cukup kesabaran utk jd lecturer/cikgu. salah 1 dr keadaan di bwh might happen bila i jd lecturer/cekgu:-

1. i terlebih baik ati - i bg kerja kt ank murid. lpstu bila anak murid ckp dia xreti buat, i yg akn buatkn kerja yg i bg utk dia. maka, siapa yg bljr sebenarnye?
2. i terlalu x sabar - if dh ajar tp anak murid xreti gk jwb/buat, ada ciri2 cpt panas ati.

so, apabila bebrp org new staff join the library team, existing officers & library assistants were given the honour chance utk jd tenaga pengajar. sesi dgn i dlm schedule ada 2 kali, 1st on last Monday and another on last Friday. each session was not that long... maximum 2 hours je.

how would i rate myself as a trainer/cekgu? hmmm... RASA sprti i did well, walaupn there are some points being left out cz x smpt nk ajr/tnjk. but there's still time for them to learn & for me to show how things work. the real challenge? i have to say to keep suara i stabil sepjg the 2 hours of explaining how things work, what i do, why things are being done that way, etc2 adalah a challenge. terus mengimbau kenangan zmn studi... terigt kt my lecturers & i thought - how did they do it?!! i mean, those lecturers yg leh sustain suara masih merdu by the end of the class, dgn bg lecture dlm classroom besar to more than 20 students in 3 hours?!!! fuhhh!!! agaknye petua diorg is to drink air asamboi byk2 b4 masuk class kot, muahahaha... i ni br ngajar 3 org, 2 jam je & in a SMALL room... i mean small room, okeh... trus rs diri kerdil.

though i RASA i did well (tiada unsur2 perasan bgs di situ), i still think lecturing is not my thing... at least not within the next two to five years. tp, who knows if 1 fine day i might change my decision, kn... arini maybe i ckp "tak mahu", tp that might change dgn kuasa Allah. as of now, let me say that i really respect & look up to those who choose this career.

"once a teacher (or a lecturer), always will be"

when u r happy & u know it...

i had a wonderful week, started with the engagement ceremony of a dear cousin. mjls adalah sgt ringkas, semua homemade. congratulations to this dear cousin yg dh beralih to another phase in her life. mari kita tgg event thn dpn plak, yeah!!! i adalah fotografer x rasmi, di smpg bbrp lg fotografer tak rasmi yg lain. & i'm glad gmbr di bwh turns out ok despite d fact that i was distracted by cik berbaju pink (cik yg bertunang) cz she was too amazed with all d fresh flowers =) gmbr mahal ni tau!!!

baiklah cik cousin, nnt kita g Cameron Highlands ye thn dpn, petik bunga utk decorate kt brg hantaran anda... nk bunga kobis pn boleh ;)

& then, it's public holiday utk warga wilayah - Federal Territory Day. menghbskn masa with some frens at The Mines dgn tujuan sebnr adalah utk beli weddin gift for anothr fren. takyah pusg lama2 dlm The Mines, dh tau nk bg apa - BBQ set, hambik!!! nk bg periuk belanga, krg sama plak dgn org len. pinggan mgkk pn sama. peti ais? cmne nk angkut peti ais dlm kereta all d way to Perak? jd, we choose BBQ set... sng dibawa ke sana ke mari utk wt BBQ di rmh or g picnic or camping. lps dh decide nk bg apa, actvt bebas cz masa masih pnjg. so, we bought this...

still couldn't get it? ok... we did this... boat riding!!!

it was fun!!! sronok utk relax2 di siang hari masa org len sibuk bekerja, muahahaha....

then came chinese new year. i shuld hv waited untl midnight utk tgk mercun & bunga api & nyanyi lagu "damdamdum bunyi mercun" dlm ati. tp, mata dh terlalu ngantuk, "damdamdum bunyi mercun" hanya dlm mimpi, muahahaha ;)

finally... finally... trip to Perak utk hntr wedding gift kwn itu... alaaa, d BBQ set tu la. ahli rmbgn 4 org, naik kereta, gathered at Putrajaya as early as 8.15 a.m., stopped mkn nsk gorg (i bw bekal okeh) kt rstorn jejantas Sg. Buloh, continued our journey & smpi kt umh pengntn kul1. & agk confused tgk map dlm kad, jd dh terlps simpang konon2 nk ikut shortcut :( tp de 2 passengers yg lh jd GPS x rsmi, hehehe... kesmpulannye perjlnan agk challenging, especially when we headed back to KL... jln jammed & ujn lbt & ngantuk after lunch...

ahli rombongan

d past week was great & fun & happening. i hope (&pray) that it'll continue supaya i lh nyanyi lagu "kalau anda gembira tepuk tgn" and clap-clap-clap everyday, heheheh...

"Happiness depends upon ourselves" ~ Aristotle

anda tidak ditipu...

tak mengupdet this blog for quite some time. jika anda terpkir i x updet cz i busy, anda silap. NO NO NO, i x sempat updet bkn sbb i busy, tp cz i banyaaaaaakkk sgt cuti. hahahaha... amik!!! asal hari jumaat je, i cuti... asal ari jumaat je, i cuti. and this coming Friday pn i'll b on leave =) bila byk cgt cuti, so kerja kt opis byk yg x siap. jd i agk busy. hah?!!! pening dh ke? td ckp x updet bkn sbb busy, tp now ckp len lak... jgn geram ;)

di sepnjg tempoh x mengupdate blog, i ada tgk/dgr byk sgt mnda yg membuatkn i kagum dgn babies/kids/kanak2 ribena.

KES 1

ada sorg bdk 2thn lbh yg boleh bg this statement kt ayah dia - "Ayah, jom kita BORAK-BORAK". erm... kejap... i don't think bdk bsr tu lh tau mksd perkataan BORAK-BORAK, kn? ke, anak2 zmn skrg mmg lbh bijak dr zmn i membesar dulu?

KES 2

d same kid bg this statement plak - "Am tgh SEDIH ni", dan kemudiannye nanges. oh, i xbtau lg... nama manja utk bdk tu is Am, singktn dr Idham. cmne bdk tu tau mksd SEDIH dan leh bg reflect dgn nangis, i pn x phm

KES 3 (mgkn kes norml tp tetap mengagumkan i)

ada sorg baby ni (belum 1 thn pn lg) yg comel, pipi gebu2 mcm ada bola pingpong leh gigit2 ;) mak bdk comel ni amik la gmbr ank dia using her handphone supaya sng la nk tgk anytime. bila bkk je gmbr kt handphone tu & tnjk kt that cute baby, dia senyum meleret smpi telinga, ya allaaaaahhhh.... kagum!!!! cmne bdk tu tau gmbr dlm handphone tu is gmbr dia sndiri? hah? cer citer (siap tangan tu lentok2&lentik2 cm dlm citer "hantu kak limah blk rumah" ye).

KES 4

recently, i told a 4-year old kid psl sejarah kehidupan my father berjln kaki, jual kuih dlm bakul, pusing2 kampung. dialog i lbh kurang cmni la:-

"dulu abah aunty pusing2 jln kmpg ni la, jual kuih dlm bakul. lpstu smbl jln tu jerit la "kuih. kuih. karipap. apam. kuih koci.""

dialog bdk 4 thn tu:-

"apa susah2. bukak jelah kedai."

nk nanges dgr reply cenggitu, huhuhu...

:(

what_i_think: kids don't lie

here-there-everywhere

minda saya is here-there-everywhere. sgt terlalu terkejar mcm2 menda. please bear with me if this enry is so jumbled up.

went to SACC last saturday. motif?!!! utk tgk mcm2 travel package (Muslim package) offered by d travel agents. fuhhhh!!! sgt la menarik giller. jika anda tak tau dan menyebabkn anda terlps peluang nk g MASUM (MATTA International fair Selangor - Umrah & Muslim Travel destinations) aritu, anda agk rugi sbnrnye. nk g Laos? Thailand? Korea? Vietnam? Beijing? Australia? wt Umrah? etc2 yg perlukn Muslim travel package? semua ada kt sana. dan juga ada pertndngn yg i eligible utk masuk. so now, tgh tgg dgn penuh debaran kot2 i jd org yg bertuah. hahaha...

last Friday i cuti. settle mcm2 urusn dgn bank dan other account (heh, mcm la byk sgt account ko). hujan sgt lebat kt KL. takleh masuk sogo cz they were having sale for members only. org2 sprti i yg xde member card sogo ni xlh masuk wpun utk berteduh dr hujan. hampa? agak jugak la. tp nsb baik gk xmasuk cz ada potensi utk menghbskn duit if tiba2 brg yg display tu leh membuat i bermata duitan... eh, salah... mata berlabel RM dan dlm hati ada ciri2 like "eh, rs cm xde baju kerja kaler tu. so, let's buy. lupakan angan2 nk jimat". harus dipuji kecekapan pekerja2 yg berjaya meng"settle"kn urusan i dgn pantas. anda2 sgt efisyen. bagus2!!! rakyat didahulukan okeh =)

sunday g Mvaly. nk gk la g tmpt yg cm bg kenangan pahit sket tu. masuk surau (tmpt kejadian) dan ada rs trauma sket. but this time i was not alone. bonda tlg jg beg i, i tlg jg beg bonda. bkn beg sj... BEG PLASTIK juga. memborong ke?!! iye... iye... tp xde la smpi level borong cm tgn nk tercabut. 2 plastik beg utk 2 brg penting... office wear je. of course la, beli kemeja office dan kasut office smpna thn baru. kasut plg i cintai krn diskaun kaw2-giller-oh-wow-hebat-giller!!! hrg asal dkt2 RM300 & i got it for less than RM100. that's what i call smart-shopping (pat on my back, hahaha) =) thank you Chinese New Year krn kehadiran anda menyebabkn shopping mall buat sale seawal mungkin. bgs utk org yg agk berwaspada utk kuarkn duit cm i, ngehehe...

it's d 2nd day of d new semester. agk rmi student br, muka2 br. agk serabut kelam kabut to run reports, data uploading, user creation, etc2... oh... agk pnt 2 hari ni. tp tggl sok hari, then thaipusam (khamis), & jumaat nnt i cuti lg.

sila maafkan i krn entry ini sgt2 jumbled up. mari solat... dan boleh pulang... esok masih ada...

ku fikir.. dan fikir... dan fikir lg

i was on d phone with a friend smlm when tiba2 i dikejutkan dgn 1 soaln maut cepumas from her. soalan berbunyi:-

"Apa azam ko utk thn baru ni?"

soaln tu adalh soalan normal, semua org pn leh jwb. tp yg wt i terkesima jp was bcz i br sedar yg i blom buat any for myself this year. thn lps de gk la i listed down (dlm kertas) pe azam thn br, then tampal kt bilik, from time-to-time tgk mana yg dh achieve & mana yg blom. let's see pe yg i listed utk azam thn lps (2010):-

1) mkn yg sihat

i mean, amik mknan yg berkhasiat. rs cm dh buat tp xtau la nk kata succeed/x. at least i dh bljr minum susu & air yogurt skrg WPUN i can only telan yg specific brand&flavour je. there's still imprvmnt gk la dr seblm ni kn :)

2) cntrl temper

hmmm... susah nk ukur ni cz cmne nk ckp i berjaya cntrl temper from d previous year? mn de device yg lh attach kt bdn & kira penurunan temper from thn sblmnye, kn? i assume jelah yg i berjaya accmplish ni last year, hehehe

3) savings

harus dirahsiakn la brp amount yg i expect i lh kmpl utk sethn. mslhnye, asal de duit je gi beli brg (cnthnye nmbr 6)... asal de duit je g travel (cnthnye nmbr 7)... makanye, tetap gk la x reach d amount yg i hrp2kn dpt accumulate by d end of last year. so, hrs usaha lbh kuat utk kmpl duit thn ni... GO!!! GO!!!

4) repair toilet dlm bilik

ni dlm perncgn last year, nk renovate sket. tp thn lps x berjaya. tgk la thn ni mampu accmplish/x.

5) PTPTN balance RM 15000

berjaya...accmplish. tp merana sepnjg thn weh tgk balance x turun byk every month wpun sgt disiplin byr tiap2 bln lps dpt gaji.

6) beli new kamera

iye...sudah dpt yg dihjtkn. oh ye, masa tulis azm utk thn 2010, i sj je ltk ni dlm list pdhal mmg i dh de kamera. tp dh ditkdrkn kamera x pjg umur, by tgh thn lps dh rosak. nsb baik dh masuk dlm list, so de alasan gk la nk beli kamera br, hehehe

7) travel destination - Singapore

accmplsh... tp de pertukrn destinasi, i g Jogja. nth la knp, tiap thn g indon je. mbe indon je la tmpt yg i mmpu nk g kot *sob...sob*

..............................................................

yeah i knw, it's d 2nd Monday in 2011... d 2nd week of working... d 10th day of d year. so, here goes my azam for 2011:-

1) PTPTN balance RM11000 (hrp2nye mmpu acmplsh)

2) savings - TOP SECRET

3) travel destination - TOP SECRET gk

4) cntrl temper (bebel-o-meter kna turun sket thn ni. cmne nk sukat?!! pandai2 sndiri)

5) bljr masak (yeah... yeah... i tau ni akn jd bhn gelak utk kwn2 sekalian. i admit, my cooking skill suckssss... muahahaha)

6) read at least 20 books

i'm trying 2 b s realistic s possible there. if anda2 npk my weaknesses & nk sggst that i add it to d list of thing(s) that i need to hv/imprv, pls feel free to let me know. who cares if d list keeps on increasing untl d end of d year, right?!! =)

bye 2010... welcome 2011

phewww!!! 1st day kerja in d year 2011 & perjlnan kerja arini agk la mencbr cz harus mengcover kerja2 yg tertunggak since i cuti. lasweek i masuk kerja on kamis je cz jumaat tetiba jd public holiday cz Msia menang bola. so, from Monday - Wednesday tu i cuti & aktvt  berjimba cm x igt dunia - movie marathon, bowling & of course Year End Sale beli buku citer wpun tau&sedar yg buku2 dlm almari still byk lom bc. (**ok... ok... i mmg kna tambah speed membc).

i'm leaving 2010 with some happy&sad moments.

~ 2010 i sedih ~

cz x ready to accept d lost of one of the family members. tp bljr utk redha, accept that life in this world is temporary. sedih tu normal, but don't let it turned us to be a psychopath. KEMATIAN itu pasti tp saat & ketika utk dicabut nyawa tu je yg di luar batasan kita. sedekah alfatihah supaya dia sng di sana. kami redha wpun di hati kami sedih.

~ 2010 i happy (yeah!!!) ~

cz i g Jogja (lg) with my cousin... just d 2 of us ye (KL-Jogja-KL). asal g berjln je, mmg ko jd cm hyper-super-gembira, hahaha. nsb baik de purpose g sana & nsb baik gk g tmpt yg cousin i dh bermastautin dkt 6thn kt sana. cuba if ckp kitrg nk g EUROPE berdua, ada mak bapak kitrg nk bg? ohohoho... kalo dirg bg, lh wt sujud syukur kot =) i de la rs bangga tgk cousin i agkt sumpah among d 20 or so Doctors baru yg graduated from UGM. dlm ati terpkir, "at last, de gk family members aku jd doktor. gaji ko sure besar, so leh blnja kakak ko ni". eh... abaikan ayt 2nd tu ye =) skrg bdk tu houseman for 2 years. alhamdulillah... sila kerja dgn jayanye. jgn smpi kna saman cz tertggl kapas dlm bdn org yg anda jahit, hahaha...

~ 2010 i gumbira juga ~

cz dpt clbrt 1st wedding dlm family on my mom's side. alhamdulillah, smoga cousin i tu bahagia & berkekalan la rmhtngga dia smpi akhir hyt. if org ty turn i bila plak, well... "i just haven't met you yet"... ngehehehe... mengada la ko bg lyric Michael Buble time ni. tp i x demand tinggi pn, hrp dpt jmp laki baik. igt... b careful what u wish for (uhuuuuuu.... trus feel saspen).

~ 2010 i suka ~

cz sestgh org dlm some occassions that i've attended told me that i look younger than my age :) awwww!!! so sweeeeeettt!!! tima kasih ye anda2 semua :)  eh, i kn dh ckp, kita kna bersykr wpn dikurniakn muka tak matang ni. hmmm... muka je npk muda tp bdn byk smpn penykt pn pyh gk (serupa ah cm muka cntk tp ati busuk. bkn hati dia busuk cz rosak jgktn kuman ke apa. ni ati busuk cz dengki kt org x sudah2...ish...mnta dijauhkn). so, i doa moga bdn i sihat utk thn br ni (bln12 aritu dh xlrt cz xsudah2 kuar masuk klinik) & moga muka sntiasa npk muda & siapa2 yg tgk i rs sejuk je smpi sng nk bg diskaun byk2 bila i beli brg, ahahaha... heppp!!! jgn kufur nikmat ;)

~ 2010 sedih juga ~

cz kwn gilo dh kmbali, back for good, ke negeri kelahiran. ntah bila ko nk dtg KL lg *sob...sob...* jgn merajuk dgn KL weh, KL sudi lg nk accept ko.

~ 2010 i bangga ~

cz i managed to read hmpr 20 buku... majority buku citer la cz nk bc buku motivasi cm agk lemah sket, kna pilih2 yg menarik & mmpu motivate diri je. eh, buku masak2 xkira okeh sbb buku masak2 tu i byk belek2 gmbr je, hehehe. ek eleh, bc dkt 20 buku pn nk kepoh. org lain bc 1 hari 1 buku, so 365 hari dh 365 buku tak kecoh pun, kn. tp i nk gk rs ni achivemnt for me utk thn 2010 cz... erm... bkk history sket... dulu ms br2 amik course librarianshp, lcturer2 ty knp nk amik librarianshp lpstu rmi yg jwb "sbb suka bc buku". i pn dlm geng2 yg jwb cmtu gk la. lcturer plak pndi counter blk (sbb diorg pndi la diorg jd lcturer) & jwb "bila dh kerja in this field (librarianship), br tau yg xsmpt nk bc buku". erm... mmg sahih la ckp lcturer i tu, heheheh. i mean, we (yg kerja in this field) spend more time BELEK2 buku drpd REALLY READ. dh sah-sah wajb ngadap&belek buku2 everyday utk process... belek2 utk tau subjct, belek2 utk tgk buku de defect/x, belek2 utk tgk physcl cndtn buku... see?!! lbh byk belek drpd bc page by page. lpstu bila kt ofis dh byk sgt belek2 buku & ngdp PC, blk umh dh pnt, xlarat nk buat pe, nk tgk tv pn bila citer2 menarik je (ohohoh... sape geng dgn i tgk "Marry me, Mary" kt KBS world skrg?), so lbh byk rs nk rehat. by rehat i mean x tgk tv maupn buat apa2 berkaitan/bersangkutpaut dgn cmputer (kwn i ckp i technostress. mmg btul la tu). kononnye smbl rehat tu nk bc buku. mslhnye xsmpi 5minit pgg buku, xsmpi 1 paragrph bc, dh tertido. confirm la teori lcturer2 i tu btul - X SEMPAT nk bc, hehehe. tp i gigihkn diri gk membc thn lps cz tabiat buruk keep-on-beli-buku-wpun-tau-byk-buku-lom-bc-dlm-almari xleh dibendung. & i made a list of books i've read, siap ltk date brp haribln i abis bc buku tu. dat's how i know brp buku yg i dh bc last year & i 'm proud of it =)

those are d happy/proud moments, combined with some sad moments in 2010. okeh... amik mood positif... i feel 2010 is not that bad. biasa la syahdu2 moments, sedih2 moments... tu semua bring colours to our life. if heppy memanjang, xde apa la yg interesting. i'm hoping & praying that Allah will reward me with more happy moments this year, will grant me good health (and always npk muda face, hehehehe), will send me good people to meet and be friends with, will provide me with rezki (halal&baik), will protect me from any danger (dr jin, syaitan & serangan dr org2 yg xbrp baik). all-in-all, i'm praying for more good things to happen in 2011. THANK YOU 2010 and friends who have been with me throughout that year(& since before). WELCOME 2011 and nice to meet you, new friends :)

"Happy New Year!!!"

have a great year ahead everyone ;)