~ u r not alone ~

i have to share this...really have to share this:-

 

BILA BERSENDIRIAN

bila bersendirian

jangan rasa kesepian

walau tanpa teman

kita tetap diperhatikan

 

dalam gelap atau terang

ada mata yang sentiasa jaga

melihat perlakuan dan rasa

mencatat dosa atau pahala

 

bila bersendirian

jangan katakan 'aku sunyi'

sebaliknya selalu bisikkan di dalam hati

pada diriku sendiri

ada Pemerhati

 

bila bersendirian

teruji keikhlasan

tanpa kejian atau pujian

apakah terus ada kesetiaan

berfikir dan berzikir

dengan tulus kesunyian!

~ quoted from "Di mana Dia di hatiku?" by Pahrol Mohd Juoi ~

 

i was flipping through the pages of this book when i saw this nicely written sajak on page 43. at first, rs tersentuh & i thought that it really serves as a good reminder to myself. and then, di petang maghrib yg hening di Hari Raya ni, cousin texted me & said "sunyinye org blk ry". yeah i know, cousin...u r struggling now (*bak kata anda "mengumpul semangat semerah padi") & ditambah pulak dgn semua org berhari raya mkn sedap2, tapi anda kna berkhidmat utk msyrkt. thus, the idea of sharing this beautifully written words with others & hopefully this will help u to go through the SUNYI phase.

 

utk yg lain juga (ditujukan juga kpd diri sndiri), hope u find this useful when u r facing hard times and bad times and SUNYI times. u r NEVER alone.

 

oh ye, this is the first item i bought through online shopping =)