~ counting and counting ~

"wake me up, when September ends"

mmg patut la pun ada lagu tu... sepjg September i bergembira hari raya sna sini... masuk bln October dh jadi cm serabut... let's see the list:-

• 3rd Convo - checked
• performance appraisal - checked
• last minute Langkawi trip - checked

ni dh nk masuk end of October, tahap serabut semakin mencengkam jiwa smpna tgg November. meja mmg serabut, bertambah serabut lg. skrg konsentret kpd work-trip. i ptt excited kan? kan? hoooo...bila nk berjln2 mmg excited. tp dlm excited ada kekalutan gk, huhuhuhu... smoga evrythg selamat and smooth running.

leh x nk buat lagu sndiri - "wake me up when November comes"?

events menarik in 2 weeks...

i was at the new building of Bank Negara, Sasana Kijang, for 3 days in the past 2 weeks. d 1st was during our team's visit to their new KMC on 6th Oct, the 2nd and 3rd time during the rehearsal and the actual convocation day (Friday & Saturday). it was basically work-related functions/events/meetings but i enjoyed myslf when i was there. how can i not enjoy it when during my 1st visit, i (WE actually) got a guided tour to the art galleries/museums, in addition to the visit to their new KMC. got to see beautiful paintings/artworks. i'm not an artist, but i do appreciate good & nice artistic work when i see one. just tell me how could i not enjoy myself when i was able to see beautiful paintings and artworks such as...

 ~ this ~

~ and this ~

~ and this ~

~ and this ~

cuba ckp sket cmne hati x hepi & kagum bila dpt tgk semua2 ni :)

these r only some of what i've captured. to see more, visit the art galleries & museums at Sasana Kijang, Bank Negara Malaysia (opening hours: EVERYDAY 10 am-6 pm; closed on 1 January only). bring your family & friends & b amazed with d artworks available, minus d guided tour of course, hehehe (except if u r conducting a school visit). some galleries r stil under cnstrction & prbbly will b ready by next year.

d next event, the rehearsal & the actual convocation ceremony (our 3rd this year) was held at d same building on Friday & Saturday. more students graduated this year, including our 1st batch of PhD graduates (3 of them). agenda brgmbr x harus dilupakan. too bad this year we did not have d chance to take photo with d chancellor, unlike last year's convocation. but i still dpt bergmbr dgn org2 glamer, hehehe...

~ jiran sblh meja, blom cukp glamer, hahaha... ~

~ ni assistant i, pun blom cukp glamer gk (kami sebaya & comel (kan?!!) hahaha...giller!) ~

~ org glamer 1... author buku, yg juga sll jd penenang jiwa i, hehehe. mau nye x tenang kalo each time i g jmp dia kt ofis, sure dpt psnan "take care of yourself"... cair wehhh!!! (*blush*) ~

~ org glamer 2... pelakon iklan Colgate ~

~ org glamer 3... yg jd penghias utk our brochures/bunting/ikln dlm newspaper ~

~ org glamer 4... slh sorg PhD graduates ~

tahniah utk org glamer 2, 3, 4 & juga lain2 yg dh convo last Saturday. utk yg jd AJK convo cm i, tahniah cz berjaya berdiri lbh lama bertugas dgn jayanye for this year's convocation. not forgetting, bodyguards sekalian yg lbh gagah perkasa dr hari2 biasa kt office & byk menyumbang tenaga.

~ crazy bodyguards ~

it was a success =)

~ sanggupkah? ~

utk 2 minggu ni (disweek & next) i kna bertahan utk kerja 6days a week. iye, i bekerja arini... dan agk stress krn hidung sudah berhingus2an... huhuhu... lama dh xkna slsema, arini agk la sesak nk bernafas. plg menarik cz assistant yg kerja dgn i arini pn slsma gk. hah, hebaaat!!! tp dia lbh stress la kot dr i cz dia kna dok jg kt kaunter. i ni dok mengemas meja i yg dh semak thp maksima ni. dh x ghupa meja je rsnye. dan i xnk stress melampau masa nk kms2 b4 ofis pndh g tmpt lain nnt. so better la i start kms sket2. tp bila pkir mengemas dlm keadaan selsma, tidak kah selsma tu akn makin teruk?!!! hah?!! hah?!!! jwb sket...

septtnye i xyh nk stress la kn. skt tu kn penghapus dosa. sekurg2nye i x la bekerja dgn stress cm cousin i... berhati kental sggh cousin i tu. kalo i dgr dia citer psl kehidupn dia bekerja kt hsptl, huuuu... kaget!!! senior mrh, trima sj... nurse mrh, trima sj... patient mrh, trima sj... family patient mrh, trima sj... cousin dia sndiri mrh cz dia xagkt fon, trima sj... sumeeeeee pn bdk tu absorb je. kalo i la, dpt "Stupid Moron" sebijik fr senior, huhuhu... mau nanges!!! tp cousin i py remark, "kalo org tu ckp "Stupid Moron", diam je la. buat cm xtau je. kalo kita bg reaction, mksdnye mmg kita sndiri admit yg org tu ckp kita Stupid Moron". a'ah la....btul jugak =)

no wonder de bdk2 houseman masuk wad skt jiwa. ada yg on medication. ada yg g jmp theraphist/psychiatrist. 5 thn py course utk jd Doktor leh survive, tp nk kna abiskn houseman in 2 years mcm xleh tahan je. 

mula2 igt cm cool je bila jd Doktor. tp nk kna cntrl emosi byk rupenye... emosi bila kna mrh dgn senior/nurse/patient/family patient... emosi bila yg dirawat/di"operate" meninggal ats meja bedah... emosi cz xcukup tido/mkn/aktiviti bersosial... huuuu...berat, berat utk org cm i yg agk mudah terganggu emosi esp bila xcukup mkn. dh tu, kalo senior bg ayt kt i "mkn tu utk alas perut je, bkn utk knyg" in between 2 operations yg i nk kna assist, x ke emo? lg2 kalo d 1st operation tu smpi 5jam & smpt break skjp je b4 nk kna assist d other operation yg ntah xtau brp lma lg. grrrr.... emo... emo...

now i bsyukur i x jd Doktor, hehehe... pekerjaan mulia yg i x brp sggp =)

p/s: de bdk ty kt mak dia, "cita2 mama bila dh bsr nt nk jd apa?" hahahahaha... mama tu dh cukup bsr dh, nk jd Doktor pn dh xsmpt lg ;)

when u r in so much trouble...

minggu ni schedule i hectic mnjadi tmpt kwn2 curhat mslh masing2. oh beruntung sggh diri cz kwn2 percaya yg i lh jd sponge... jd penyerap haba marah & kelembaban airmata diorg. anyhow, i can just listen & nsht apa2 yg ptt. yg lain, sndiri kna usaha utk hati tabah, jiwa tetap, kpale leh focus kt tmpt2 yg spttnye.

memandangkn i byk jd penyerap haba & kelembaban anda2 kwn2 i sekalian minggu ni, ini dia ayat2 nsht yg i dpt from a dear friend utk i pulak (i pn manusia biasa, npk je huhahuhahuha tp tetap i de prblm gk):-

"alwiz yakin Allah atur kehidupan makhlukNya mengikut kehendakNya. ada doa yg dimakbul terus, ada jugak yg ditangguhkn, ada yg x diterima lgsg cz Dia Maha Mengetahui & sntiasa baik kpd hambaNya. Qur'an ajar, org yg sabar, Allah tambahkn kenikmatan hidup. mntk la dikurnia hati yg tabah, sabar & jgn mntk kehidupan yg mudah kerana MUDAH, SENANG & KAYA tu suatu yg relatif"

semoga anda2 kwn2 i yg tgh in so much trouble & miserable & in a mess (& jugak kwn kpd kwn2 i&  sape2 yg bc ni), hopefully u'll be inspired reading ayt penenang jiwa yg i dpt from my friend ni. oh ye... kwn i ni ada bg lg 1 ayat nsht tmbhan dr ayt kt atas:-

"kalau kita tlg org, Allah tlg kita"

ok, please doakn Allah tlg i gk... pleaaaassseee... TQ.

~ God bless all of u. luvsss & hugssss & kissesss =) ~