i refrained myself from connecting to kehidupn alam maya from home since jumaat kerana i dh thp nk termuntah ijau mengadap laptop dan gigih siapkn krja kt rumah, WALAUPUN cuti. ye... mmg nk muntah ijau kalo kna hadap nearly 4000pages of Word document, harus sorting the list cz list tak sprti yg dihrpkn & do some editing here and there to reduce d number of pages. mmg nk muntah ijau kalo dh menghadap laptop dr bgn tido (lps mndi & brkfst & settlekn urusan rumah) smpi la ke mlm2 buta... bgn dr katil hanya utk g mkn, minum, solat, mndi, g toilet, buat stretching kaki sket & then continued to look at the screen for the nearly 4000pages document. i sprti org yg sgt x terurus. my mom pn xbrani nk kaco i once i dh dok bertapa dlm gua ats katil ni.
bila dh terrrrrrlalu lamaaaaaa sgt mengadap laptop (at home) and PC (in the office), finally on friday (after submitted document yg xbrp nk siap tu) i made my weekend resolution utk tidak mengadakan sebrg connection dgn alam maya until Monday. (**and also utk qadha tido cz i've been sleep deprived for several days as a result of kerja yg i kna settlekn tu). apart from exhaustion, d other reasons y i decided to refrain myself from getting connected dgn kehidupan alm maya adalah krn:-
coordination between my brain, eyes & fingers adalah xbgs
i kept on tersilap type when i sent messages to my frens. silap eja la, tertggl perkataan la. jenuh nk delete memnjg. brain transmitted different message but my fingers pressed different letters. so, i thought, sudah cukup sudah...berehat adalah lbh baik.
i saw things differently
org ckp, kalo mengadap lamaaaa sgt kt laptop or PC xbgs utk kesihatan mata. mata jd cpt letih. mata cpt berair. mata cpt berpinar. apa segala la yg org ckp psl keadaan kesihatan mata yg xbaik if trlalu lama sgt menghadap d screen. terbuktinye mata i mmg letih ya amat beberapa hari tu. there's 1 giant billboard psl melancong kt Jkrta kt tepi jln sepjg highway Sg Besi yg berbunyi "tertarik, inilah masanya". however bila npk that giant billboard, mata i lk captured the message differently...
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"tertarik, inilah MASALAHNYA"
.at that point of time, i knew that i mmg bermasalah sggh.