ikhlas dr hati =)

everytime i g abroad, ada kwn2 akn kirim souvenir. so bila kwn2 lk yg g berjln2, i pn mntk souvenir gk (ye pengakuan, agk tidak malu utk remindkn agr kwn2 x lupa souvenir utk i, hehehe). sll, souvenir pujaan ati mereka adalah fridge magnet. souvenir pujaan ati i? errrmmmm... i xkesah... dh org nk bg, amik je. tp fridge magnet mmg menarik bila dh byk2 kt fridge. if i g anywhere dlm tanah tumpah darahku ni, i try dptkn fridge magnet utk diri sndiri. ni among yg jd hiasan tempelan kt fridge di rumah:-

sarawak

Penang

Vietnam

konsep yg sama, yakni "org nk bg, i amik je" diamalkn juga bila kwn2 bg i keychain. kdg2 bila ada librarians from other institution dtg cni, or i g attend program kt other library, pn dpt keychain gk. so koleksi keychain dh melimpah ruah, smpi dh xde key yg leh di"chain"kn bersama, hahahaha... antara i yg guna:-

ada gk dpt adiah menarik selain keychain & souvenir... brg yg i leh pakai:-

dh siap pakai

akan dipakai... insyaallah

daaaaaaaannnn juga....buku cerita. yeah!!!

hari ini mahu ucap terima kasih utk anda2 yg pernah bg brg2 di atas... sgt2 appreciate. trima kasih!!!

teaching? uh-uh...

i think i know myself well to admit that teaching/lecturing is not my dream job. ye, saya tahu... mengajar adalah pekerjaan mulia. tp i dont think that i'm d type yg ada cukup kesabaran utk jd lecturer/cikgu. salah 1 dr keadaan di bwh might happen bila i jd lecturer/cekgu:-

1. i terlebih baik ati - i bg kerja kt ank murid. lpstu bila anak murid ckp dia xreti buat, i yg akn buatkn kerja yg i bg utk dia. maka, siapa yg bljr sebenarnye?
2. i terlalu x sabar - if dh ajar tp anak murid xreti gk jwb/buat, ada ciri2 cpt panas ati.

so, apabila bebrp org new staff join the library team, existing officers & library assistants were given the honour chance utk jd tenaga pengajar. sesi dgn i dlm schedule ada 2 kali, 1st on last Monday and another on last Friday. each session was not that long... maximum 2 hours je.

how would i rate myself as a trainer/cekgu? hmmm... RASA sprti i did well, walaupn there are some points being left out cz x smpt nk ajr/tnjk. but there's still time for them to learn & for me to show how things work. the real challenge? i have to say to keep suara i stabil sepjg the 2 hours of explaining how things work, what i do, why things are being done that way, etc2 adalah a challenge. terus mengimbau kenangan zmn studi... terigt kt my lecturers & i thought - how did they do it?!! i mean, those lecturers yg leh sustain suara masih merdu by the end of the class, dgn bg lecture dlm classroom besar to more than 20 students in 3 hours?!!! fuhhh!!! agaknye petua diorg is to drink air asamboi byk2 b4 masuk class kot, muahahaha... i ni br ngajar 3 org, 2 jam je & in a SMALL room... i mean small room, okeh... trus rs diri kerdil.

though i RASA i did well (tiada unsur2 perasan bgs di situ), i still think lecturing is not my thing... at least not within the next two to five years. tp, who knows if 1 fine day i might change my decision, kn... arini maybe i ckp "tak mahu", tp that might change dgn kuasa Allah. as of now, let me say that i really respect & look up to those who choose this career.

"once a teacher (or a lecturer), always will be"

when u r happy & u know it...

i had a wonderful week, started with the engagement ceremony of a dear cousin. mjls adalah sgt ringkas, semua homemade. congratulations to this dear cousin yg dh beralih to another phase in her life. mari kita tgg event thn dpn plak, yeah!!! i adalah fotografer x rasmi, di smpg bbrp lg fotografer tak rasmi yg lain. & i'm glad gmbr di bwh turns out ok despite d fact that i was distracted by cik berbaju pink (cik yg bertunang) cz she was too amazed with all d fresh flowers =) gmbr mahal ni tau!!!

baiklah cik cousin, nnt kita g Cameron Highlands ye thn dpn, petik bunga utk decorate kt brg hantaran anda... nk bunga kobis pn boleh ;)

& then, it's public holiday utk warga wilayah - Federal Territory Day. menghbskn masa with some frens at The Mines dgn tujuan sebnr adalah utk beli weddin gift for anothr fren. takyah pusg lama2 dlm The Mines, dh tau nk bg apa - BBQ set, hambik!!! nk bg periuk belanga, krg sama plak dgn org len. pinggan mgkk pn sama. peti ais? cmne nk angkut peti ais dlm kereta all d way to Perak? jd, we choose BBQ set... sng dibawa ke sana ke mari utk wt BBQ di rmh or g picnic or camping. lps dh decide nk bg apa, actvt bebas cz masa masih pnjg. so, we bought this...

still couldn't get it? ok... we did this... boat riding!!!

it was fun!!! sronok utk relax2 di siang hari masa org len sibuk bekerja, muahahaha....

then came chinese new year. i shuld hv waited untl midnight utk tgk mercun & bunga api & nyanyi lagu "damdamdum bunyi mercun" dlm ati. tp, mata dh terlalu ngantuk, "damdamdum bunyi mercun" hanya dlm mimpi, muahahaha ;)

finally... finally... trip to Perak utk hntr wedding gift kwn itu... alaaa, d BBQ set tu la. ahli rmbgn 4 org, naik kereta, gathered at Putrajaya as early as 8.15 a.m., stopped mkn nsk gorg (i bw bekal okeh) kt rstorn jejantas Sg. Buloh, continued our journey & smpi kt umh pengntn kul1. & agk confused tgk map dlm kad, jd dh terlps simpang konon2 nk ikut shortcut :( tp de 2 passengers yg lh jd GPS x rsmi, hehehe... kesmpulannye perjlnan agk challenging, especially when we headed back to KL... jln jammed & ujn lbt & ngantuk after lunch...

ahli rombongan

d past week was great & fun & happening. i hope (&pray) that it'll continue supaya i lh nyanyi lagu "kalau anda gembira tepuk tgn" and clap-clap-clap everyday, heheheh...

"Happiness depends upon ourselves" ~ Aristotle