gigi cntk... no more

~ sesiapa yg jd dentist, sila bersabar bc entry ni ~

i m not a fan of klinik gigi or dentist. experience dgn dentist adalah antara pengalaman x brp manis seumur idup. 1st time g dentist masa skolah rendah, skolah dh arrange supaya bdk2 chomel sebaya i (can't recall ms tu drjh brp) supaya naik van hospital to see the dentist. mknanye, kna g KLINIK GIGI dlm HOSPITAL. ms nurse pggl i utk masuk bilik treatment, perasaan nrmal je... mbe curiousity mengatasi segala2nye. tp lps kuar je dr bilik treatment, rs cm ada menda pelik dlm mulut, rs besi2 & rupanye gusi i berdarah teruk. mbe doctor terlbh put pressure masa nk cuci gigi2 i yg chomel (gigi yg chomel, ke i yg chomel, hahaha... ignore!!!). they say d rest is history... tulah experience yg agk horrifying antara i dgn dentist... my 1st horrifying experience when i met a dentist.

since then, each time when i thought i should see the dentist utk treatment gigi for the 2nd time, i would immediately put the idea off. takut jd cm lirik lagu... "sejarah mgkn berulg...". that's why it took me more than 5 years after the 1st horrifying experience to meet the dentist for the 2nd time in my life. seriously??? 5 years?!!! ye... i x tipu, i didnt meet any dentist AT ALL during my secondary school. (boarding school maybe x menekankn kepentingan kna g dentist, perasaan agk menenangkan sepjg form 1 - 5, hahaha.) so, 2nd time i met a dentist for treatment was during my matriculation. ayt2 nk sedapkn ati b4 jmp dentist - zmn dh berubah, equipment mbe dh canggih sket, MUNGKIN gigi & gusi x kn berdarah distime. ohooo... i was wrong. i can still remember i berlama2 dkt sinki toilet just to get rid of segala berdarah2 kt gusi & gigi. ye, itu 2nd time.

but masa wt masters mmg xleh elak harus jmp dentist. tu pn cz terpksa, cz i had this rs ngilu2 kt gigi for quite some time. org sll associate ngilu dgn gigi berlubang. so, ms nk g jmp dentist during that time, mcm2 la dh terpkir dlm kpale... skt ke kn tmpl?.... agk2nye leh buat smpi ngs ke?... IF xnk tmpl xpe ke?.... tp, suprise, suprise... dentist ckp gigi xde berlubang pn!!! "mbe gigi sensitive je. xpe saya cuci skali, nk cuci pn sket je ni". fuhhhh!!! lega!!! sape tak suka if dentist bg remark menarik cenggitu =) tp, remark menarik tu xdpt memulihkn relationship i dgn dentist cz.. yeah, gigi&gusi berdarah2 gk lps dh cuci. dr ctu dh pkir, i m never gonna hv a gud experience with dentist.

lps that 3rd experience, i dh xjmp dentist lgsg. that was like some 5 years ago. hahaha.... ye, saya dh agk trauma. tp, 2 hari lps i cuti & jmp dentist... again cz terpksa =( d same rs ngilu... & i was hoping d dentist will gv d same remark like the previous dentist did - tak berlubang & kna cuci je. tapi (sob...sob...) hrpn ku musnah, huaaaa!!! dentist srh i pgg cermin azimat kecik to show which part yg berlubang :( bknnye 1 je, tp 2 okeh nk kna tmpl. i felt like, hmmm... cmne nk describe eh.... spti dunia i gelap. ok, that's too much drama (org len py problem lg kronik dr kau, sila sedar). hampa la kot, that's d right word... & also sedih (sedih is different from hampa, right?). skrg asyik nk tgk gigi bkn sbb gigi cantik, tp sbb rs gigi cm dh x cntk. agk distracting kaler silver tu.

what_i_see: i lh npk kaler silver kt gigi i skrg :(

how_i_feel: gigi agk kurg cntk

what_i_think: perlu gelak lbh sopan skrg so that org xkn prasan ada tampalan.