~ 2nd time Melbourne (Pt.3) ~

d rest of the days at Melbourne dihabiskn dgn attend pre-conference training (8 Oct) and the actual conference(9 - 11 Oct). location of the conference, William Angliss Institute.

William Angliss Institute ni is not far fr the hotel. I took d tram in the morning cz sj je nk menyibuk sma2 dgn org yg g kerja, hahahaha. (Info #3: if you are staying at Kingsgate Hotel, take tram number 86 or 95 fr William St. or Bourke St., turun d next stop after Coles supermarket). ptg lk bergantung kpd keadaan. ada hari yg I naik tram tp turun after 1 station. ada hari yg I jln kaki je. note, berjln kaki mmg pemandangan biasa.

 

everyday conference mula kul 9 am and abis b4 5 pm. after abis sessions everyday, I blk hotel, tgglkn notes etc2, then kua blk utk jln2 kt CBD jap and had dinner. limited time utk nk btul2 pusing round CBD, plus kedai2 pn mostly kul6 dh start tutup dh. jdnye pusg2, beli souvenir apa2 yg trpikir jelah kt kedai2 souvenir, instead of kt Queen Victoria Market (Info #4: kedai souvenir byk kt Swanston St.). I've mentioned about Queen Victoria Market in my entry here (Info #5: Queen Victoria Market x bkk everyday. Click here to get the info).

 

in terms of food during the conference, Halal menu dh disediakn utk I by the organizer. so, lunch I dh kira settle, xyh nk bjln g cari food. being d only Muslim, pttnye xyh prepare byk sgt Halal food utk I sorg. everyday ms lunch sure akn ada 1pinggan besar (8 org leh mkn share skali) penuh dgn chicken wrap, tuna wrap & apa ntah lg 1. tp I sll amik chicken wrap 1 je, paling byk amik pn 2. balance tu? ntah, sape ntah nk mkn. kesian terbazir, huhuhuhu....

b4 I terbang g melbourne, I buat research sndiri restaurant pe yg provide halal food. lpstu Google Map je how far restaurant tu dr hotel. (Info #6: websites I referred to ms nk cari Halal food are Halal Square, Muslim Directory Australia, Halal Melbourne, and Halal Maps). dh wt research, salin address, pndai2 sndiri la survive nk cari kedai2 tu kt sana. it's good if you print out d map siap2... amik 1 point (cnthny from hotel) and search for that restaurant. tp this time I salin je address, xde print out map pn cz as I said dlm earlier post, I was busy with smthg else right until d day b4 I trbg to melbourne. jd, apa2 preparation yg smpt jelah, lpstu tawakkal smoga everything dimudahkn. bila dh tercmpk dlm situation nk kna survive sorg2, u actually can figure out what needs to be done, where to find help, etc2. paling penting igt yg Allah is always with you, Insyaallah slmt =)

utk sesiapa yg interested to go to Melbourne (lagi2 AirAsia nk launch TuneHotel kt Melbourne), public transport is good over there (even though I was informed that there's always complaints about the service). or, if u want to do some research about the public transport, u can go to Public Transport Victoria's website (this is Info#7). to me, the tram adalah reliable. this time I didn't take the bus... but I was on the train on the last day after the conference ended. took the line to Craigieburn, stopped at Essendon, went to a family friend's house. dpt la merasa berebut2 sma2 dgn org blk kerja...good, smthg new for my 2nd time here =)

 

~ 2nd time Melbourne (Pt.2) ~

hello...

 

like I mentioned in d earlier post, I need to go to some beautiful places d next day at Melbourne. agk penting utk I make sure that I can get up as early as 6 am... bcz of d time difference, itu adalah 3 pagi kt Msia (*sigh) apa I nk buat? hehehe... i'm joining a day tour to d Great Ocean Road. yeayyy!!!

 

I've pre-booked d day tour several days b4 my flight to Melbourne. memandangkn ni 2nd time I kt Melbourne, I thought of exploring tmpt yg luar dr CBD cz dh pnh explore CBD during my 1st trip dulu. awalnye I booked d day tour with Melbourne Australia Tours (www.melbourneaustraliatours.com.au). tp ats sbb2 xcukup members for d group, jd agent to dh transfer I to another agent, which is Autopia Tours (www.autopiatours.com.au). actual price for d day tour to Great Ocean Road with Melbourne Australia Tours adalah AUD85, while dgn Autopia Tours mhl la sket. tp disbbkn penukaran group was done by agent (Melbourne Australia Tours), so I stil get d same price wpn join with Autopia. d links have been given, so sesapa yg nk cari day tour packages at Melbourne, do click at the links provided.

 

there were 21 of us in my group and our guide (Ben) was one bubbly guy. tour tidak la membosankn sbb dia ni penuh dgn expressions. d journey to Great Ocean Road mmg agk jauh. dpt guide yg ceria cmtu, xde la bosan. ada gk Msian dlm d same group...memudahkn I utk x malu posing utk gmbr, hehehe. (Info #2: pick-up and drop-off points for each agent varies. utk Autopia Tours, the guide jmpt I kt King Street Backpackers).

 

~ our guide ~

 

pemandangan mmg cntk sgt sepnjg trip tu. Subhanallah. kalo I nk smbg tido, mmg boleh je. tp rugi la kot. I tried menahan mengantuk sepjg jln. tp once a while tersengguk2 gk. there were several stops we went to. 1st stop was at Airey's Inlet and the Lighthouse. tujuan 1st stop adalah utk breakfast. picnic-style breakfast, tau!!! menarik sgt!!! hahahaha.

 

 ~ breakfast, picnic style ~

we then continued our journey...

~ ini kira br smpi sempadan. perjln still jauh ~

 

d next stop was at Kennet River. kt cni leh tgk koala tido ats pokok, "itik" berjln senang lenang and u can also feed d parrots.

 

 

~ where i came from, this is called itik, kan? ~

 

fr Kennet River, we continued d journey and stopped at Apollo Bay. by that time dh lunch hour. ni konsep mkn sukati la nk dok mana2 pn. kwsn Apollo Bay ni mcm small town dlm drama omputih. kt cni ada gk org bw anjing diorg jln2 tp d rule stated that anjing kna sentiasa diikat dan xleh dibiarkn bergerak bebas.

 

next, we went to Maits Rest, which is actually a part of Great Otway National Park. our guide brought us "bersiar-siar" di dlm hutan. dgr la dia explained history of pokok2 dlm hutan tu. susah rupanye nk jd tour guide ni ye.... nk kna igt history, even history hutan pn nk kna igt.  

 

 

finally, we arrived at the highlight of the tour... the Twelve Apostles. according to our guide, there's no more 12 apostles. skrg dh berkurangan cz ada yg dh runtuh due to erosion. Subhanallah, kekuasaan Allah =)

 

 

kat sini sejukkk cz angin kuat. so, bj tebal mmg diperlukan. there's also service bw pelancong naik helicopter here. utk sape2 yg nk experience naik helicopter, I can't recall d price cz I pn xnaik. tp it's for 10 minutes and u'll b amazed to view the Twelve Apostles area dr ats helicopter. cool huh.

 

 

we went to Loch Ard Gorge next, which is not far from the Twelve Apostles. tmpt ni pn has its own history. as was told by our guide, dulu2 pernah ada 2 guys stranded kt sini cz kapal diorg karam. disbbkn xde org lalu kwsn ni, diorg survived in d cold weather with brandy and each other's body heat. it's cold here, just like at the Twelve Apostles. it's surrounded by batu2 tinggi and during ombak besar, tak mustahil ombak leh cecah batu2 yg tinggi tu. I didn't pay much attention cmne diorg ni dislmtkn cz I was waiting to know whether diorg ni kawen/x, hahahaha.  according to our guide, one of these guys survived another three shipwrecks since then b4 dia meninggal. pjg sungguh nyawa dia.

 

 

aaaaand, finally for our last stop, Ben brought us to London Bridge...

 

 

d "bridge" runtuh ms thn 1990. before that, it was connected and it really looked like "London Bridge". disbbkn dh ptg, xde la brp ramai sgt org kt cni dh. d weather pn x brp sejuk sgt dh.

 

on our way back, our guide stopped at one small town for everyone to get their dinner. i didn't get myself anythg, apart from mineral water and juice je. we took a different route back to CBD than when we came. it was nice to see d life around d small villages. d guide dropped me off at the place where he picked me up in the morning and b4 i walked back to the hotel, had my dinner at Nandos.

 

d whole experience to the Great Ocean Road was great. d people I've met, d view I've seen... everything reminds me of d greatness of Allah. kalau korg ada peluang (dan rezeki), pergilah melancong. it doesn't hv to be Australia... pegilah mna2 & take it as an opportunity to look at things fr different perspective. if u can go alone, just go (walaupun susah sket utk nk amik gmbr diri sndiri, huhuhuhuhu)... if u can go with your friend(s), that's good... if u can go with your family, that's even better...nothing should stop you from travelling to find and learn something new...

 

"Traveling - it leaves you speechless, then turns you into a storyteller"

-- Ibn Battuta

 

p/s: ada aunty from New Zealand dlm d same trip suka tgk sulam kt tudung bawal i, hehehehe =)

 

~ 2nd time Melbourne ~

kejap je masa berjln... pejam celik pejam celik, dh middle of October. 1 day I was focusing on some project, d next thing I know is that i'm involved with somthg else. 1 day I was a committee for 1 event & d next day I was on d plane for 8 hours...

 

 

oh, itu midnight ye kt Melbourne by d time I dpt immigratn stamp tu. yeah, life is moving too fast nowadays.

 

sejuk sgt ms br2 kua fr Melbourne International Airport. sejuk yg bernafas kua asap2 tu. nsb baik xlama pn nk kna tgg Skybus smpi. (Info #1: hrga tiket Skybus AUD17 utk satu hala. bus direct to Southern Cross Station, about 5minutes walk to my hotel). I reached hotel around 1.30 a.m, equivalent to 10.30 p.m kt Msia. it's now Spring, so there's 3 hours time difference. mlm is a little shorter than siang, kul8 cmtu br gelap and 6.30 pg cmtu dh terang. I ended up tido around kul3 pg mlm I smpi tu & risau d next day tu x terbgn kul6 pg cz i'm actually going to some beautiful places. that and so much more later in the other entry eh. for now, mahu adjust mata utk tido. daaaa...

 

~ "contoh lelaki hensem?" ~

** utk peminat artis2 yg disebutkan, this is just my personal preference. hrp maaf if you don't agree with me. this is nothing to do with being fanatic. it's just how I feel/think about smthg.

 

there's this telefilm on tv recently that sparked a conversation with my fren - "contoh lelaki hensem?" to an unmarried girl like me (ehehehehe), the LOOK/FEATURES is not what we I really look for. it's more of good qualities that he has and how well the guy treats me as his girl. and also, how he makes me feel comfortable just to be me. and also, how he makes me feel berlapang hati all the time (if dpn2 je dia buat I berlapang hati tp sbnrnye ada "sesuatu" when he's not around yg buat I rs cm x brp best, pn xbgs gk). but if good qualities comes with good look/features, itu bonus namanye (dan harus bersyukur).

 

oh, I dh terjauh menyimpang =) ayuh lah kita lihat sapekah jejaka2 yg jth dlm kategori hensem pd mata i. this list is random, xde kedudukan carta teratas or terbwh.

 

1) Aragorn

hrp maaf utk sesapa yg tak tgk the Lord of the Ring but I find Aragorn as lelaki handsome (ok, rs nk blushing, hahahaha). I mean, the Aragorn yg ala2 comot-and-cool, not the actor (if Viggo Mortensen is reading this, I like you more as Aragorn. *wink*). as if he's reading this, hahahaha =p I suka Aragorn since study kt uni lg. my frens dgn baik hatinya bg I a big frame yg leh gantung kt dinding, with the casts of the LOTR dan Aragorn besar terpampang kt tgh2 poster tu. arghhh... suke giller! never mind about how comot he looked (org nk fight melwn makhluk2 durjana mmg la comot), but he is lelaki handsome-dan-gagah-dan-cool-dan-with-sharp-features.... dah, never mind, list itu boleh jd pjg.

 

2) Craig Fong

I like Craig Fong when I first saw him in Spinning Gasing. itulah jelah pun citer dia yg I tgk. 2nd time I saw him was at KLCC. Craig Fong in real life is handsome (*blush*). seriously, rs cm terpana (ecehcehceh) tgk dia jln sorg2 kt KLCC. this is another guy with sharp-features yg I rs hensem, hehehehehe.

 

3) Randy Pangalila

to me, Randy masuk kategori hensem-and-cute-and-manis-and-bersuara-sedap. pd kwn I lk, kna add "mama's boy" sbgi anthr descriptn utk define Randy Pangalila. (what kind of conversation la kitrg ni berckp? hahahah... iye, kami merapu). dgn suara best dan soothing lg (sape tak agree, takpe saya xmarah), mmg buat I cair la. and for Randy, I added another descrption yg kwn I pn nk tiru - "u-make-me-smile", hehehehehehehe.

 

4) Reza Minhat

I don't think I've watched any film/movie with Reza Minhat in it. Tp I know how he looks like cz I tgk promo citer Kil. to me, Reza ni bkn la kira hensem. dia ni lbh kpd "nice-looking-cz-u-r-sweet". pd awalnye, my fren consider Reza Minhat sbgi "u-make-me-smile". tp lps beberapa saat, dia cancelled Reza lps I ckp Randy yg "u-make-me-smile". wow, kuat btul penangan Randy =)

 

5) Beto Kusyairy

I've watched Beto Kusyairy several times tp xigt citer pe. xigt doesn't mean that I xminat ye cz sma jugak mcm lagu2 yg I minat, whch most of the time mmg I xigt pn sape yg nyanyi/the title of the song. plg baru I watched Beto in Istanbul Aku Datang, repeat xtau kali ke brp kt astro. tp xpe, disbbkn suka tgk Beto, xkesah pn tgk byk kali. to me, he's someone yg I kira sbgi smart... not in terms of the look, but he's smart in terms of the characters/works that he carries. and to give anthr description, he's "nice-to-look-at-cz-ur-look-kinda-menenangkan". gatal!

 

6) Jim Caviezel

ini pn sma cm Craig Fong and Aragorn, I like him bcz of the sharp features. watched him in Angel Eyes (with JLo).

 

7) Josh Hartnett

dlm byk2 movies yg ada Josh Hartnett, I like his looks dlm Black Hawk Down. oooohhh....again, comot dan gagah mcm Aragorn, hahahaha. I think dia ni lbh sesuai citer gaduh2/perang2 kot...rather than citer romantic comedy. I give him an A for Black Hawk Down and Pearl Harbor but B- for 40 Days and 40 Nights. eh, r we talking about movie rating now?  

 

8) Chris Pine

ni lg sorg, hensem thp cm "oooohhh...awat hensem sgt ko ni?". saw him in Blind Dating dan was impressed cz he looks so cool. tp agak x brp gemar sket tgk dia dlm Princess Diaries 2, don't know why. his blue eyes mmg leh buat terpana la (terpana lg!). owh, and if u've watched Rise of the Guardians, he did the voice for Jack Frost, lelaki ais tu. walau dlm kartun, ttp membygkn muka dia hensem, huuuuu... =)

 

itu hasil senarai based on conversation from Thursday smpi yesterday. emm... Jimmy Shanley, Aaron Aziz, Fahrin Ahmad, Kamal Adli, Remy Ishak, Hans Isaac... you guys are good looking and smart in your own way, tp x masuk in our list. list tu pn is just compilation of our IMAGINATION. future partner and husband (ntah siapalah dia) xperlu risau/rs tergugat cz as I said earlier, GOOD QUALITIES lbh pntg before LOOKS/FEATURES (having both would be bonus). i'm not searching for someone perfect, but searching for someone who can complete me =)

 

siapalah I to judge a person IN REAL LIFE berkaitan rupaparas ni. Allah dh jadikan masing2 ats bumi ni lain2, that's His specialty. so kita brsyukur la dpt psgn yg mcmne pn. ayt cliché akn berbunyi "kna cntk dua2, luaran dan dalaman". org cntk/hensem tp perangai buruk pn jd xcntk gk. org biasa2 je tp perangai elok mmg very valueable. so, kalo partner kita tu in terms of the look/features rs cm biasa2 aje, bsyukur la. dpt yg hensem/cntk, pn bersyukur (hensem/cntk tu mungkin ujian). dunia ni smntr je & kecntkn tu bkn eternal. eternal life kt Akhirat sna, bila semua org yg baik2 akn dpt gnjran Allah & sntiasa npk cntk mcm bidadari (I know bidadari is for perempuan but dnt know whats d word utk lelaki). kalo nk eternal npk cntk/hensem, sila la jgn berhenti berbuat baik.

 

.have a great week.

 

~ kenapa kurang berjaya masa interview ~

selama ni, i dok dgr je org complaint psl candidates yg dtg for intrvw kerja. 1 of my frens  yg pnah jd intrvwer for 1 international bank kt Msia ni ckp, among d mistakes yg awl2 lg dh dpt detect are:-

• x ikut arahan (cnth, instrctn given to submit resume by 5 ptg today by email. candidate submit d next morning)
• couldn't get d right fact (cnth, dh iklankn utk post Excecutive, tp candidate tls nk apply for Officer)
• writing skills (cnth, submit resume through e-mail tp e-mail xde subject)

 

so, bila i dpt opportunity jd slh sorg intrvwer utk posts yg available kt deptmnt i, br la i phm perasaan these interviewers. now i get u, huhuhu. based on my experience td, sila le bc what i think yg menybbkn cndidates yg dtg for intrvw kurg (or, tidak) berjaya (i sj tulis gna B.Malaysia):-

 

kemahiran gna English

xkesah la anda dr negeri mna pn dlm Msia ni, pastikan gna English dgn cara yg betul. i bkn nk suruh adik2 perasan jd omputih tp tlg la gna English ikut standard yg betul. xyah nk kemain belit lidah gna slang US or UK (unless kalo adik2 tau yg adik2 py English mmg superb). jangan jugak gna English ikut slang negeri masing2. guna English yg standard cm skolah je -- susunan ayt betul, prkataan tu sebut bg jelas. kalo adik2 nk describe diri sndiri as "talkative", jgn ckp "i am talk-active"... nk nanges weh dgr =(

 

kurg keyakinan diri

nk suruh describe diri gna 5 perkataan je, jgn la nervous. MUNGKIN la adik2 gemuruh sbb 1st time g intrvw la katakan. tp takyah luahkn gemuruh tu dgn perkataan. org yg mengintrvw ni mmg jelas dh npk adik gemuruh, takyah nk ditekankn lg thp gemuruh tu. cnth, "i am friendly....emm....emm... i'm also hardworking...aaaa...emmm...hmm, so difficult to describe because i'm nervous". kalo rs nervous or kurg keyakinan, ckp je "saya rs susah nk describe diri sndiri gna 5 perkataan sbb rsnye org lain lg pandai menilai diri saya", kn senang tu.

 

tak menjwb soalan

soalan2 ms intrvw kdg2 ditanya sbb nk tgk cara adik2 menjwb je. nk tgk samaada adik2 leh berfikir dgn baik tak utk bg cnth2. antara soalan yg i ty ms i interview candidate tu, ada je yg i sndiri pn xtau jwpnnye. i just ty, lpstu angguk2 konon2 btul la yg adik2 jwb (pdhal aku pn xtau). TAPI, kalau soalan yg ditanya tu adalah melibatkn proses kerja, jgn la adik2 bg jwpn samar2. paling teruk, kalo adik2 punya jawapan tu ntah dah ke mana pulak dah. cnth soalan i ty (soalan ni ditanya kt org yg nk mntk kerja kt library & soalan asal was in English), "cmne buat proses mengkatalog buku". tlg JANGAN jwb "tgk-subjek-dan-bagi-call-number". kalo bg jwpn cmni, npk cm adik2 x amik kesah psl proses yg lgkp.

 

tak berfikir secara kreatif

kebanyakan interviewer akn ty soalan psl KELEMAHAN/KEKURANGAN diri adik2. sila la jd creative sket...bg kelemahan yg xbrp lemah sgt. sila la buat research utk pkir kaedah terbaik jwb soalan ni. tp, tlg la jgn jwb "i like to talk. difficult for me to control my talk-active. so, it's my weakness" (ini jwpn real punya ehh.... ayt dia mmg lbh kurg mcm ni). bila adik2 bg contoh "suka berckp" (talkative) sbgi kelemahan/kekurangan yg ada pd diri, i yg jd interviewer akn ada rs risau dh. i akn pkir samaada i mampu x nk lyn adik2 yg suka berckp ni. kalaupun mmg real sungguh la adik2 suka berckp, sila bg cnth positif yg ada pd kekurangan adik2 tu. mungkin leh ckp yg "walaupn saya ni talkative, tp kekurgn saya tu ada kebaikannya. saya boleh jd org yg pndi nk negotiate". itu contoh yg xbrp creative gk.

 

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bila kuar kt seantero dunia yg job offering berlambak tp xde candidate yg sesuai, mmg itulah fact yg kita kna accept. i py mindset b4 d intrvw session was "these r fresh grad/org yg br krja xsmpi 5 years. so, jgn ltk expectation tinggi melangit". even with that mindset, campur dgn i dh turunkn graf  expectation i, stil jugak blom jmp candidate yg btul2 sesuai utk isi d available posts. we're still hoping. hoping for d best fit.

 

**intrvw candidate utk calon suami/isteri? hahahaha...mungkin tak sesusah ini....mungkin...

 

~ my Merdeka story ~

masa kecik2 parents I pnah bw g tgk perarakan Hari Merdeka kt Dataran Merdeka. terpacak la menyelit terjengket2 nk nengok marching punya pasal. menda yg I look forward sgt utk tgk is abang2 askar (sekarang mungkin dh status pakcik2) pegang senapang. ms tu tau senapang je... xtau pn nama glamer M16 tu. kalo lalu band skolah or band askar lk cm nk pecah la gegendang telinga kejap. tp sbb suka tgk punya psl, x kesah dh bunyi bingit pn. kalo dongak kt langit lk, ada show yg jet askar berpusing2, lpstu kuar asap kaler merah, biru, kuning, ijau. tu pn bingit gk, tp lg bingit band askar or band skolah la.

 

suka gk tgk wakil ofis2 pki baju aneh2 & marching beramai2. lpstu sebok tgk ofis mna yg pki baju paling cntk, paling bling2, paling aneh... sll interested nk tgk baju team Telekom sbb ehem... mcm astronaut hehehe...baju kaler silver2, lpstu cm ada pencawang apa segala tu. rsnye plg kurg ada la 2 kali kot my parents bw my sister & I g tgk perarakan Hari Merdeka... tu yg I igt la.

 

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masuk skolah menengah;

 

masa Form 4 ada patriotik terlebih sket. team kadet laut from our school dpt buat performance utk Hari Merdeka peringkat negeri. kitrg je bdk2 pompn, combined effort dgn bdk2 laki from 2 skolah lg. kalo nk g prektis on weekdays kna g prep lg awl dr student len cz pukul 4 cmtu dh start prektis, smpi la kul 6lbh. on weekends, prektis pagi smpi ke tghr. break jp tghari & smbg blk ptg. everyday dlm sebln lbh b4 Hari Merdeka training schedule cmtu, sungguh disiplin yg amat. kulit pn jd 8 tona lbh gelap dr kaler asal, hahahaha... phm2 jelah.

 

1st day training, lari seround padang skolah. sambil lari, mata dok focus kt bdk2 laki prektis pgg senapang. eh ehemmm... M16 (ms ni la br tau menda ni dipggl M16). npk cm xla berat mna pn. tp bila smpi ms each of us girls dpt M16 masing2, br la tau... berat rupanye =( sebln lebih training angkat M16 everyday, sggh membina otot. lps abis Hari Merdeka, trus lengan longgar semula. hadoiii!

 

we did kawad senyap... nma mcm simple je, tp sbnrnye it's not that simple. we had to memorize lpsni buat step apa, lpsni jln kt mana, lpsni  berdiri seblh siapa, brp kali nk kira, etc. nk tgk cnth performance, can click video below ye.

 

source: youtube

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itu citer Hari Merdeka I. citer Hari Merdeka korg cmne? =)

 

p/s: dh start rehearsal for Hari Merdeka. areas involved for the rehearsal & the actual parade sure jammed.

 

~ say what u feel ~

i saw and heard this while watching tv - "say what u feel". it's a good point there, but i'm not one of those who can easily say what i feel. utk menda2 berkaitan personal, often times d things that i would like to say just remain in my head, berlegar2 di minda, bermonolog sorang2... yes, that's usually me.

 

i've read it many2 times already, the gurus strongly suggest people (like me) to just say it. kalau x cakap, people will not know how u feel. ko depress, ko simpan sorg2 dlm ati. ko suka kt someone siap blushing2 pipi kalo berselisih, ko simpan sorg2 dlm ati. ko geram kt org, ko simpan dlm ati. ko rs annoyed kt org, ko simpan dlm ati. ko rs nk audition utk jd pengacara tv/radio, ko simpan dlm ati. am speaking for myself (tak tahu if org lain share d same idea), sometimes menda yg i rasa tu adalah perasaan2 negative yg xbest.... yg kalau dickpkn, akn buat org len marah/kecik ati/tension/geram smpi rs nk luku kt i. so, baek la diamkan aje (walaupn sllnye memakan diri sndiri cz sendiri yg skt ati balik). dlm cnth kes lain pulak, if i mmg marah/kecik ati/tension/geram smpi rs nk luku someone, sudah tentunya my tone akn naik secara mendadak if i don't control what comes out from my mouth based on what i feel. if xde org provoke, usually i just remain cm xde apa2 berlaku. tp if dh kna provoke sgt, hmmm... mgkn ayt2 sarcastic yg tidak menyenangkn hati akn kuar cm lava gunung berapi dr mulut ni. u wouldn't like me nnt, hehehehe.

 

itu berckp tentang what u feel secara verbal. kalo berckp in writing, mcm cnthnye tulis blog ni, hehehehe... kira ni pn konsep say what u feel gk. tp dlm bentuk tulisan.

 

when i read comments made by the public for any posts/news (kesah gossip ke, gmbr ke, etc2), kdg2 feel like "how can they write these comments here?". kalo comment secara membina, i ok lg. tp ada tu dh jd ala2 perang tulis2 dh kt ruang comment tu. yg mana de tulis yg emo sgt, mmg xsggp bc. kalo news psl artis, lagiiii.... reader A kutuk that artis, reader B kutuk reader A cz kutuk artis feveret dia, reader C sokg reader B, reader D kutuk A B and C.... and the process continues. bila dh jd kutuk2 in public cmtu, i just stop cz i don't feel it's something that i can stand to read further.

 

the same goes with the interaction/communication in facebook/twitter/youtube cnthnye. someone creates a twitter account to share anything with friends/fans/families/public. tp sudahnye jd port utk mengutuk/gaduh sesama sendiri pulak dh. sad to say, org len yg xde kait mengait tp membaca d posts will simply take side kt sesapa yg dia suka. and the cycle goes on and on. pdhal sebnrnye xtau pn sape yg say the right things and who is saying otherwise. yg pstinye, masing2 with the idea that they are free to say what they feel.

 

i know that akn ada suara2 yg ckp "kalo ko xsuka, xyah bc. diorg tulis pe yg diorg rs, nothing related dgn ko pn". mmg x related dgn i. dats d reason why i avoid reading those comments/remarks or following anything. to me it's just ridiculous that the remarks/comments section can cause gaduh among the readers/viewers.

 

as for verbally saying what i feel, let's just say i am those yg sllnye monolog sorg2 dlm kpale je sbb i pkir "terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnye". tp "air yg tenang, jgn sangka takde buaya". muahahaha... takut kah? =) 

 

peace y'all....

 

p/s: kalo menggedik tersuka someone pn, mmg disimpan di dlm hati jelah, huhuhuhu.